French writer lost in buffalo dreams, where grass grows tall and oceans never meet.
The words keep coming, the readers expecting, and soon we should all be satiated.
From the trail of tears, i translate thoughts to poetry, life to fiction and love to text.
This poem is an excerpt
from the upcoming book of desert scratchings, etchings and sketches.
It was published in Hobo Camp Review.
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Hunting
Camp at Yucca Valley
A thrush sharpens its beak
on an Atriplex,
and suddenly, it is
morning;
I push the sand with naked
toes,
I am alive with need,
waters beckon.
The thrush is in full
song,
the mountain in full rose.
Children stir.
Hunger makes its usual
rounds.
First the men grunt, then
they sway toward the rocks,
shivering quietly in their
long-johns and woolen socks,
they put their boots on in
haste; no time to waste at dawn.
The grain ground up and
boiled,
I prepare the gruel for
the children
who groggily slither out
of their bed-sacks,
one by soft one,
vulnerable.
Coffee begins to sing on
the makeshift grill.
I blow on my fingers in
silent anticipation.
Gun propped up against the
tent,
I watch for any movement,
alert.
The men walk out of camp,
whispering position and
angle of their prospective prey.
Now sun is ready to return
to hell in its quotidian chore,
to suffocate life down
here by noon.
A last coyote silently
lopes away
not far from the fading
embers of our last fire.
A game quail marches by,
in full breast and cocky plume,
to lead me away from its
young.
At that moment,
I decide to let the
carbine rest on its wooden pedestal,
a harsh token of my
weakness.
Eye full of grits and fat;
Hunger subsides to
conscience.
Let men rip the air with
their power in the mid-morning hush -
let them drag a heavy
carcass home to the mining camp,
for me to butcher, for the
children to grow.
One shot is all I hear:
Winter will be kinder
with a burro in the
freezer this year.
------------------------------------------------With sincere apology to the animal kingdom for the humble distribution of protein for healthful childhood development.
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Eco-living, eco-hunting, and eco-survival all walk in hand with necessity of gentle humanity. Beautiful poem, Nadine. Well done. ":)
ReplyDeleteraymond, this poem was one of the first i wrote for my book " antechronos" in the early eighties; it was a liminal test of my values meeting our needs..lessons etched in the sand. i am revising older text to prepare for a poetry compilation. too busy to create now..organizing is the drudge of the publishing realm.
ReplyDeletethis reminds me of the primitive hunter gatherer societies and what they did to survive. Good read :)
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